Its a Vanessa Christmas 🎁

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🎄 its s holly jolly christmas 🎄 Hey its Vanessa Im a 34 year old woman and i make everything thst happens to me a grateful lesson. trauma has humbled ne and itd truly a blessing. all i want in life is happiness and stability. i once xared so much about material until i was robbed of literallly everything and had no choice but to learn to survive a struggle that i didnt oersonally induce to an addiction or poor choices. its crazy ive soent more days without shelter snd been hungry in sobriety then my darkest days of a heroin addiction over five years sgo . you know i once oromised nyself if ivnever touched an opiate again if never feel this way again which is yrue when it comes to ohysicialitiy but actual life no i was cheated.. but i suppose tit all was meant to be this way and these experiences and triumphs were meant to arrive at certain times to teach me, give me strength, and forever conquer. when giving up and losing isnt an option. even tho in the moment im guilty of soeaking of weakness but my pride refuses the devils temptations. the only satisfaction u get to another being is the satisfaction of a man in my presence. i aim to please and i am a destined to succeed. i am a warrior and an angel but i wear the consequences of a devil and its unfair but im patiently waiting for karma to arrive again but this time with the halo. its bound to come just kn its time tho. ubtil then i embrace the blessings and also its defects im a handful but a lot to love though and j am a treasure to the !chest case. however this diamond in the dozen has a voice and it can be heard from ecery resource. im a firm believer in honesty and loyalty.. if you cant keeo your word then you are nothing abd dont deserve a seat at my dinner.. however because im genuine ill still feed you but thst sest thst once existed at s table will denilish wjth no return date. hus saging and with a smile absoluteky no hate. hatred comes with misery anf its sonething i don't experience.im full of love and happiness i cherish smilibg ald laughing.. being a good person goes such a long way thoo. so i kindly ask thst you all count your blessings each day and ve grateful even when jts hsrd to . its sbout ti be christnss and i want you to remenber the mesning. cherish the moments and spend it wisely... all in the past week i have lost every single thing i own other then what was on my bidy as ny suitcases were stolen. keft eith 28 dollars in a coat oocket ajd an enpty stomach in the freezing cold abd so few hands reach to help you it truly opens your eyes eidemy abd nakes you realize how imoortabt it is to be humble abd not stress ivver a mayerial item vecause kess then abuear ago if a been toiyakky devastated . life gets rough and it keeps getting more difficult for ne ahd its devastating. four days in the freezing cold without a soul to call to help you and costantly being told no is heart wrenching. . you never know what will gappen throughout each day so please forwver be grateful and open monded. embrace change and be good hearted.. please reach out for ny specialsim totally worth it . yours truly, vanessa 💖